Jaser's POZ Blog

Tonight I went out and saw The Golden Compass with some friends of mine. It was a pretty good movie. For all of you guys that are reading this that have seen the movie/read the books, can you comment with what animal you think your daemon would be? I think that'd be pretty cool. Thanksyouguys. <3.

Last night I stayed at my sister's house. I always have the best time with her 'cause she's like my partner in crime. We're about 17 years different in age, so our dynamic is a bit different than what most brother/sister relationships are. It's a really good thing, though, really. When we're together we revert to like mid-teen sillyness though. We like to go to bookstores and go to cafes and hang out and talk. She literally knows everything about my life and she tells me things she doesn't tell anyone else. I'm really lucky to have her. Last night we rented two cheesy horror flicks - The Mortuary and The Haunting of #24. They were awful, but it was fun to watch them with her and my two nieces. I seriously have the coolest nieces. One is 11 and the other is 4, and they are so smart and so cool. They also think I am like the coolest uncle ever in existence, so, yeah. Hehe. (I guess I am, so neh.)

Uuuhm. I read a pretty alright teen fiction book about an FTM transgender guy. It was alright. I've read better though. I'm starting to get annoyed by the fact that almost all resources in the literature/film/etc department are representative of heterosexual trannies and you get almost no mention at all of FTMs that are into other boys or MTFs that are into other girls. What's up with that? For all you guys that are interested in the book, though, it's called Parrotfish and it's by Ellen Wittlinger. Check it out.

I'm starting to fall behind in my schoolwork again, so I'm going to start back with that tomorrow. I'm going to go make some hot chocolate and chill for a little while and then try and get some sleep.

I actually haven't been having as many issues falling asleep as I had been recently. So that's good. Although my stomach has been acting up and I'm dropping weight a little faster than I think I should be. I honestly think it's just nerves, but I am not eating as much as I normally do and I am in the bathroom way more than I think I should be. I'm very, very, very thirsty lately too, and I've seriously been drinking so much water that I'm peeing like every 45 minutes and it's TOTALLY CLEAR. I'm sure that's more information than you all wanted to know, but what has been seen cannot be unseen, so you are stuck with knowing it. <3.

So, that's about it.

- Jase.