Jaser's POZ Blog

I'm still here! :D

Things have been ~*INSANE*~ (yes, the asterisks and tildes are completely necessary). I've officially finished my senior year of highschool, I'm enrolled in classes for the fall at my college (changed my major from Secondary Ed in English to straight English, by the way) and I have officially set up all of my plans to make this summer as eventful as humanly possible.

I honestly finished up my last few lessons without a moment to spare as they were all due in today or else I wouldn't be graduating. My graduation date is set for a couple weeks from now. I'm nervous and I don't known why. It just doesn't seem real to me yet I suppose. I'm so used to being the baby in my group of friends and people I know and suddenly I'm not. Suddenly I'm practically an adult. Suddenly I have all these responsibilities. Suddenly I can't ask my mom to order pizza for me. What the fuck.

Also, another exciting thing is I will have officially been medically transitioning for a year at the end of June as that is when I started testosterone.

I have a yard sale this weekend, on Thursday I'll be travelling down to Philly by myself for a tranny conference (scared!) and at the end of next month I'll be going to a convention. EVERYTHING IS HAPPENING TOO FAST. But I am determined to enjoy this summer as much as possible, especially now that classes are done. God that was torture.

I've been doing a lot of reading and writing again in my spare time. I'm glad because I used to do both constantly and I sort of fell away from myself for a little while due to stress, but that's really where I am most comfortable. Also - music. Pandora.com is my best friend, by the way. I've rediscovered my Nick Cave obsession.

Sorry for the lack of detail but I'm actually running out the door in like a half hour. D: