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My Meds

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I was on the train home yesterday when I saw something that sparked a memory. Usually on the ride home I see a lot of things -- from homeless people sleeping to young kids selling candy, trying to do nothing more than make a dollar. This I am used to. But yesterday, I looked up and saw a lady with a bottle full of pills. The bottle’s label had been torn off. The woman was very reserved, and she kept the bottle of pills, along with her water bottle, close. Due to high traffic on the train, I was standing while she was sitting, but I could see the whole seen. (I watch Spy Movies!) Across the aisle from her sat a guy who stared at her with the most disgusted look on his face. I looked back at the woman and saw that she was trying to take numerous pills without being noticed.

This interaction is what sparked a memory of my first ever drug regimen. I had to take two pills, two times a day, at the same time… each and every day. I hated the medicine, and I hated the fact that I usually had to take both of my doses when I was out and about in the public eye. People around you tend to get nervous. I remember having to put my meds in a Tylenol bottle and trying to make sure that everybody knew that I had a “headache.” I also remember the times that I had to be excused from class at the same time each day and swallow them in a bathroom stall because it was the only place that I could find privacy. This was actually a pretty convenient place considering the fun part of it all, SIDE EFFECTS. I would take my meds, and I would get sick only a few minutes later. I used to flush the toilet several times in a row so people would not hear me.

Three years and three regimens later, I now take my medicine once a night before I go to bed. It was hard to get to this point -- it took years of communicating with, and listening to, my doctor, Lisa Laya. I have gotten so used to the side effects now that I do not even notice that there are there. I however do notice when I do not experience them. The medicine that I take do not spell out Life for me, but they spell out Healthy Life and I think that is the message that the lady was trying to convey on the train. I love my meds and they are my best friends. Just like a best friend they make you happy and they make you sad. Sorry Cortney, do not be jealous I can have more than one best friend.

6 Comments

Lil Sista,

Keep On Doin What You Do. Much Love to ya. If you ever need an oldtimer let me know. I'll keep you lifted in prayer. Make sure you be good to yourself ! Peace

Hi M,

I enjoyed reading your blog. Some blogs I don't read because some people are either neither or take satements out of context.

Hi M,

Excuse my grammatical errors. I enjoyed reading your entries. I have stopped reading the blogs because it seems as though some readers are either negative, defensive or take comments out of context. You are a breath of fresh air

For the first time I read tour blog and it amazing to see how down to earth you are. All as one race should have the same courage. Thanks for keeping it real. Many could learn a lesson or two from you.

hi!

we met today at East Side High in Newark. I have to say that you are not only a beautyful girl on the outside, but also in the inside. As I said before, I thank you for comming to my school and talikng to us about such a delicate subject. As I said before, I am the president of the student council in my school and the president of the Student Leadership Organization in Newark; I represent every student in the district, therefore I oftenly have to address the students, I always tell them to be an example for themselves, for their family, for their comunity. I have to say that you are an example. Thenk you so much. Please keep in touch. =]

Andrea N. Coronado

THE CURE for HIV/AIDS.......AMBUSH

THE IDEA that AMBUSH cures AIDS
is being proven by the more than 400 individuals who have taken a dose of 60 ml three times daily for 21 days. The result is that AMBUSH 'KILLS' the virus by causing the protein envelope to rupture and the viral particles are discarded by the white blood cells. AMBUSH is able to 'KILL' the virus that are 'hiding' in the lymph system by its 'natural radioactive' properties. This process allows the body to 'return to normal health' with a corresponding immunity to that or those strains of the virus.

What is AMBUSH ?
AMBUSH is a radioactive isotope of uranium that is found in the 'palm' plant of which there are more than 3000 species. When ingested, AMBUSH causes the body temperature in the trunk area to rise to about 102 degrees when the individual is sleeping. The preparation takes four hours per batch, which is then given to the individuals for consumption 60 ml three times daily for 21 days. AMBUSH is a herbal preparation in this form but it contains an active ingredient which is a 'NEW' crystalline substance, a drug from the 'palm plant' similarly to ASPIRIN originating from the willow tree bark

RESULTS:
After 21 days on AMBUSH, ALL the individuals experienced a decrease in viral load to undetectable, an increase in cd4, increase in RBC, an improvement in general health such as more color to the face, decrease in Buffalo hump, an increase in gluteal muscles, a decrease to having no joint pains whereby individuals can bend to touch their toes, and walk up steps are but a few examples. There is also a dramatic increase in their sexual appetite beginning after the first week of therapy

DISCUSSION:
In any plant concoction such as percolated 'tea', there are 30-40,000 compounds, whi ch would take the scientific community twenty years to isolate one particular ingredient if they knew what they were looking for. The LORD GOD has given me seven steps to isolate the active ingredient, which is soft and metallic in nature and has a carbon- uranium-sulfur-(classified)-phentolamine configuration or structure. This is similar to Federick Kekule and the discovery of the benzene ring where he dreamt the structure.

As an antiviral and 'natural radioactivity' producing agent, AMBUSH is also effective against leukemia, lupus and HPV. Here I am saying that I have 'GIVEN' AMBUSH in the same 'strength' and dosage to patients with leukemia, lupus and HPV. A 35 year old male with HIV found it difficult to impossible to urinate was put on 'green tea' and water while the doctors contemplated prostrate surgery. One of the doctors gave him my number , I sent him a supply of AMBUSH an d he has not been given any more ARV's, since taking AMBUSH 18 months ago, is in 'good' health and has expressed a willingness to be examined by HIV investigators like many others who have taken AMBUSH.

I have sent this 'IDEA' to most HIV research agencies, scientist of the field, universities, hospitals, clinics, politicians and news agencies to which it is REJECTED because the name of THE LORD GOD is mentioned. He has steered me scientifically through the processes such as which plant and how to produce the active ingredient. What are the odds of a Florida Pharmacist picking a plant would contain the CURE for HIV/AIDS ?
I have never charged any of the people for their supply of AMBUSH but a life saving has been spent on the project with NO renumeration from any sources because AMBUSH falls outside the walls of modern medicine and research.

PROPOSAL:

My proposal is that I PROVE that AMBUSH CURES HIV/AIDS by giving it to a number of END-STAGE or DRUG-RESISTANT people and the scientific community watches their recovery. This proposal addresses the problem in that I have already outlaid the results to be obtained.

This IDEA is unconventional in that the scientific community has rejected AMBUSH because I say it is GOD given. Secondly if I wrote it according to certain standards, then it might be peer reviewed. However, THE LORD GOD has also shown me that there are five enzyme systems associated with the virus, reverse transcriptase, protease, fusion and two more of which causes the virus to be AIRBOURNE. This means that without DIVINE intervention mankind and ALL warm- blooded mammals will be extinct in a number of years.

The PROOF of what I am saying is found in scientific papers wherein it is found that when the protease cuts the viral strands, it cuts it at DIFFERENT lengths EVERY time, to which it should always be a valine at the end but is a different amino acid every time. This is why it is IMPOSSIBLE to produce a VACCINE.

Since this is NOT a hypothesis but there are about 400 individuals who have taken AMBUSH, here lies a vast area in which to check, recheck and confirm that AMBUSH CURES AIDS. Let it be mentioned that during the HIV reproductive cycle, reverse transcriptase converts viral RNA into DNA compatible to human genetic materials. Thus the human DNA has been 'hijacked' and since each person has a DIFFERENT DNA, then the new viral copy is unique to that person which shows that each individual has a DIFFERENT STRAIN of the virus. Consider two HIV positive people swapping viral strains and increasing its complexity with multiple partners.
It can also be proposed that they be revisited as proof that the strain or strains that they had were 'killed' at the time of taking AMBUSH considering that a person can catch as many different strains as there are people who are infected by HIV.
I am also willing to work with the scientific community in identifying those individuals who took AMBUSH and wish to be identified with this process notwithstanding that some are stigmatized while others are jubilant,

Once AMBUSH is verified as being able to accomplish that which is aforementioned then the next stage might be the natural and artificial synthesis of the substance.

Finally, if this is accepted or not, believed or not, THE LORD GOD always wins and this is the heavenly truth to which AMBUSH was divinely given to mankind for the CURE of HIV/AIDS and it will be here forever. Apostle Shada Mishe.

apostleshadamishe@gmail.com

Here is a video taped presentation that I gave at t he Martin Luther King library in Washington

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8V53D1w__Po
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vPwuwlVBOV0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZejptOwMTzQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CqcTgIAhrhc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f7HPKcT_iwY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W9iQfgiYAnw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i3RzRS6tJDM



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