I guess this is an addition to the last entry that I wrote, kind of an update of sorts. I have received a couple of responses. Thank you to those who commented, I appreciate your support.

A few things have come to me through the grapevine about my ex. It makes me sad that he can be so juvenile about things. For one, he has lied on me about some things. I don’t understand why. I think he did it hoping the person he told would not talk to me anymore. What I don’t understand is why he is going out his way to do these things. It’s not like I broke up with him, he broke up with me.

I was starting to feel like there must be something wrong with me. That the break up was all my fault. I see now that there isn’t anything wrong with me. It’s him, he has his issues. I guess putting me down makes him feel like a big man. It’s things like this that makes me feel glad that the relationship did come to an end.

And the tears finally came. I think I needed a good cry, a goodbye cry is what I am calling it. Sort of a cleansing of my spirit, the beginning of moving on with my life. I still have not given up hope as far as finding my soulmate. I believe he is out there somewhere, he just has to find me. And I will be waiting........